assalamualaikum and holla fellas! i've been missing this blog so much tapi tulaa busy noks dengan semua benda. i thought last semester was hectic but this semester was hella hectic than last semester, i'm serious. but then, in this semester laa aku banyak timba pengalaman haa gittew. want me to share? yes? alright let's start from the beginning of this year.

  sooooo last march, i joined this 4 days 3 nights camp "Camp of the Champ" organized by Majlis Belia Malaysia and damnnnnnnn i learned a lot from that camp. one of them is learning to make new friends. yep, i made friends there don't think i'm that introvert and don't have the courage to approach people. imma whole new me yeahh. and bila dah buat kawan baru, takdak laa aku lupa kawan lama. dia macam, we add the circles of friends gittew. alhamdulillah, we still keep in touch up till today (sebab ada group kat ws lol) i learned to survive too; survival from myself as i'm scared of heights lul oh anddddd i learned to siang ikan keli HAHAAHAHAHAHAH I KNOW I'M NOOB BUT AT LEAST I TRIED thank God i joined this camp, or else i'll never know how to siang ikan keli lololol hm nk terjumpa jodoh tu cam susah sikit ah, jodoh suka lari huhuhu facilitators there are so funny and they're kind too. muka ja nampak ganas tapi dalam hati ada taman xD i seriously learned a lot. I NEVER KNEW HOW TO SET UP A TENT BEFORE so at least by joining this camp, aku tau laa jugek huhuhu the funniest part is, ok macam ni. my college sent 14 participants to join this camp and this one club i'm joining mewajibkan all 14 of us to join this camp atas alasan for us to gain some experience and to fill the ticket for our mission. so, we all just following the flow and that's that. I NEVER TALK TO ANY OF THEM BEFORE GOING TO THE CAMP BECAUSE I ALREADY HAVE TWO FRIENDS OF MINE JOINING SO I DON'T SEE THE NEED TO TALK TO THEM DURING THAT TIME. things changed after the camp ended, we all became so close and our leader was shook seeing us can talk comfortably with each other during our not-so-called post mortem session. i missed the camp seriously. i always loved how the nature greets me.

  after that, we have drama staging. haa this one is part of assessment tau, which means by doing this we'll get marks for this subject. since our intake have lots of students, drama staging for this had to be divided into 4 different productions; namely Averroes & Co. (sec. 1&2), Decorous Production (sec. 3&4), Beldurra Production (sec. 5&6) and Chempaka Puteh Production (sec. 7&8). mine is Beldurra, sounds elegant right? yep, many people praise our production's name k nak bangga kit hahhha i'm joining the props team sebab first tu i'm not expecting that our team would be the most lively team in the production but turns out semua budak props are sporting af and funny. our props master tooooo omg she's so motherly laa, always taking care of her kids and sabaq ja layan kerenah kami ni haa. we all love her, we even wished her on Mother's Day yesterday. ok laa to make things short, AXAVIA was a success. we received massive feedbacks from audiences saying that our props are superb and gempak. sebagai budak props, of course laa aku proud. it paid off and worth our effort kot. overall, i'm satisfied with our production as we managed to pull it off for 2 consecutive days. i'll miss you guys a lot, ok tbvh i already missed going practice at Dewan Bunga Raya everyday *silent sobbing*

  anddddd i'm going for my practicum for next semester. i'm nervous but excited in the same time. i hope that i'll not be late to choose for school sebab kalau lambat nanti dapat sekolah jauh ;-; i don't want to go any further from my rumah sewa now T.T lagi jauh means that i'll need to look for new house. its a waste laa sebab practical 3 bulan ja, plus we still need to enter the college again after practicum as to complete our credit hours hm pray the best for me gais huhuhu ok this marks the end of my post this time. i don't know when will i update again so see you when i see you :D

assalamualaikum oh assalamualaikum, ada orang tak niiiii? haa punya laa lama tak update kan, as far as i can see aku cuma akan update blog ni at the end of every semester kan; which means by the time i'm updating this blog i'm either on my study week or semester breaks hahahahahaa it's funny how i always thinking about updating my blog but yet i'm not doing it lol bukannya takdak masa nak update tapi tulah memang selalu busy, tambah pulak bila dah masuk semester 4 ni coursework tu banyak gila. microteaching sampai 3 woi (2 for reading&writing sub and another 1 for listening&speaking) and i'm not even kidding when i say that this semester was hella busy and duit banyak habis. don't ask me why, just look at how many microteaching we need to do; tu tak kira lagi untuk sub lain *sigh* but yeah as usual, every semester mesti akan benda baru yg aku tau. contohnya mcm semester ni, not all of your friend are really a friend you know; even the closest one could betray you. tu ja laa, malas nk cakap banyak huhu bye

assalamualaikum warahmatullahiwabarakatuh :D *smiles widely* yeaaaaaaa it's been a long time kan since my last post ; it's around May isn't it ? right before my semester 3 starts . and now it already ends (although it's still not officially ended yet but who cares , i just have 2 final papers and i'm so excited to put and end to this semester) yup , if i said last semester was hectic um well then i guess this semester are way more hectic than last semester . why ? because it was hectic laa . too many assignments , presentations and a microteaching to be done (at that time laa, now i just need to study for final papers) and yeah there are lot of things happened during this semester ; suka dan duka haa kauuu hahahhahahah but most of them teaches me to be a better version of me , in other words it was kind of motivating .

  by the time i'm typing this , i was at my home already ; because i was not here for last raya (i went straight from KL to Jengka) and eh wait i do come home laa but just for 2 days if i'm not mistaken lol and then went back to KL . yes , after raya rupanya lagi busy nak mampus . dia punya level busy tu sampai hg tak sedaq laa hg tak makan nasik seminggu , punya dok pikiaq nk siapkan assignment kan hahahahhaha exaggerate gila minah ni lol ! but for the part tak makan nasik seminggu tu mmg betoi pun . aku dok makan roti dgn jajan ja , tak sedaq pulak tak makan nasik huhuhu plus , i was broke at that time and was trying to save my money >,<

  to summarize this semester all i can say is 'not everyone deserves your attention' yeahh i went through a shitty groupmate whose name ofc will not be revealed because if i do so , bukak aib dia pulak kan so kita rahsiakan identiti dia . we'll just use A to represent her okay ?

    ceritanya begini, A is obviously one of my classmates but during the beginning of this semester i'm not that close to her . ada laa jugak nampak dia duduk sorang , makan sorang , lepak sorang but i don't really care sebab aku bukan jenis yg suka sibuk hal orang ; apatah lagi aku pulak sem ni sekelas dgn dinna and amal , so sapa yg tak happy kan bila dapat dua orang minah masuk ayaq ni . dah mcm belangkas kami bertiga ni haa , pi memana semua sekali ; even toilet pun hoho ok so back to the topic , satu hari ni A ws aku tanya pasal kami punya first assignment . aku pun tanpa syak wasangka share laa dgn dia semua info yg aku tau regarding our assignment tu and aku pun mcm pelik laa jugak kan awad dia ni tak tanya member group dia ? awad yg dia tanya aku ? mana pi group dia ? pastu aku pun terus direct tanya (haa yes , aku akan buat camni kalau aku dah betoi betoi curious tahap gaban) , "mana member group yg lain ? diorang tak tolong ke ?" and dia cakap nnti dia cerita so aku pun okay kan ja laa . esoknya , dia panggil aku nk cerita pasal tu . dia bagitau laa yg group dia semua tak tolong dia cari bahan pun untuk assignment ni , dia yg buat semua pastu aku pun cakap kat dia suruh dia bagitau kat lecturer kami yg member group dia tu tak buat kerja sebab haa laa , mana aci hg yg jenuh buat sorang pastu depa tak buat apa tapi senang senang ja dapat markah . pastu dia cakap laa dia takut nk habaq kat lecturer then aku ni punya laa concern (ceyy, perasan gila) , cita kat amal dgn dinna pulak . depa pun suggest benda yg sama and pujuk A untuk bagitau kat lecturer kami tu . and she did told our lecturer about that . ok but that's not the point , climax to this story was after the three of us decided to include her as our group member for the next presentation/assignment ; we started to saw her true colours . dia mmg jenis yg buat kerja , tapi hm entah laa kerja dia tu mcm lambat . yes , aku faham dia kerja part-time tapi dinna pun part-time gak , and she still manages to submit it on time . i'm not saying her work was shit , it was okay but tu laa things just got worse when she offered to do our report for arab day and everyone on my team was like 'haa okay , kalau nak kitorang tolong pape bagitau laa' but she didn't ask us to do anything and we were all just like 'okay then' pastu the very last day for practice before our arab day , she was nowhere to be reached . everyone did called and whatsapp-ed her but there's no reply , she didn't pick up her phone too . so they said i'm the only one who was close to her and asked me to hit her up . truth be told , she did pick up my call . i asked her to come for our practice , since the audio and the props semua dekat dia and dia cakap dia maybe lambat sikit sebab dia jalan kaki and everyone looked so done at that time huhu okay dah habis kat situ , lepas arab day we need to submit our report so we all assumed that it was already being submitted laa but last tuesday ; which is our last arab class , ustazah tanya "kelas ni bila nk hantar report ? sepatutnya report kena hantar 2 hari lepas tau tapi saya extendkan sebab kesian kamu ada banyak assignment pulak yg kena siapkan" and we were dumbfounded at that time sebab masing masing ingat A dah submit report ; ye laa sebab hari last practice tu bukan main lagi dia nakpi consult dgn ustazah report tu , nampak laa mcm gigih so semua ingat dah nak siap laa rupa rupanya indah khabar dari rupa :') and last tuesday , time ustazah mintak report tu kan , she was ABSENT so aku pun geram aku terus ws dia tanya kenapa tak hantaq lagi report tu apa semua and dia pun mintak maaf , katanya busy laa apa laa . kalau busy , you can ask for our help kot to finish the report aigoo . since that day , i rarely talk to her , up till today haa . so itulah cerita dia . hidup kat kolej/universiti ni , kalau kerja kesiankan orang ja nnti senang kena pijak so takyah laa kesiankan orang yg hg tak kenai supaya tak jadi mcm kes aku tu .

                                                                   THE END

assalamualaikum hiiiii . so yeah , today is the last day for my break and i hate it . i'm not ready to go there yet , i'm not ready to leave my home and the most important part is i'm not ready to imagine how my ramadhan would looks like since i'm not going to be here for the whole month . i repeat , WHOLE MONTH !! all this time aku tak pernah lagi tau sahur and iftar sorang , nampak gayanya tahun ni i had to face that . "nak buat mcm mana , dah belajaq jauh . benda biasa laa tu" - umi , 2017 . yes , mmg laa tapi aku takmauuuu . i can already feel that i'm going to be homesick every week , i'm going to cry my eyes out and meroyan bila dengaq lagu raya :') Allahu , cakap pasai raya hopefully we'll get a week break for this raya . takkan laa cuti 2 hari jaa , lecturers takmau beraya ka *angkat kening* i've mentioned on my last post already right that we're moving to our new house ? so i don't have to mention that again , since it'll be annoying hahahahaha and yeah esok naik bas pukul 10am . it was damn early , i'm going to cry tomorrow TT

  and and BTS are going to attend and perform at the BBMAs oyeahh . i'm going to stream it live no matter what . i really hope that they will won that Top Social Artist Award because why not ? they're more than deserve for that besides it's a first time in kpop history for a kpop group to be nominated in a most famous western chart , Billboard . but , i hope they'll not fall sick since they've just finished their tour in US and more coming tours all over the world . be strong , oppa ! okbye

assalamualaikum chuols . finally after 4 months in KL , i'm home weee *throws love* i never knew i'd be homesick for the days before i came home . 3 continuous weeks kot aku dok meroyan nak balik and alhamdulillah now i'm at my not-so-called comfy bed (?) and the most important part is I SURVIVED THAT GODDAMN SUPER HECTIC SEMESTER . cuma tulaa , this semester's carrymarks are seriously no joke . everyone don't wanna repeat papers , so do i . sapa ja suka weh kalau kena repeat , malu kot . but then , lecturer pun kalau carrymarks tak habis finalised lagi takyah laa kata 'your carrymarks are ready' . pastu bila semangat pi tengok , kata tak total lagi dgn final paper punya marks . like whaddaaaaaa . apa apa pun , aku habis tawakkal dah dengan aku punya final marks . apa pun result yg aku dapat , aku redha *emoji redho*

secondly , sem depan aku dah tak duduk kat siswi . y'all tau kan kontrak aku dgn siswi dah habis , so aku dah pindahkan pun barang aku ke rumah baru . and rumah baru aku tu kat shamelin star , betul betul depan kolej so lepasni mmg takdak masalah transport dah laa and duit teksi yg i spend almost everyday pun dapat dijimatkan untuk beli makanan and segala benda yg akan digunakan untuk decorate our room wiii i can't wait to see the transformation of our room later . i'm so thankful because i have khai and min staying there with me so takdak laa aku nak awkward sangat kan dgn housemates baru eventhough i know all of them . since khai and min jenis yg kreatif , so i really can't wait , i really really can't wait tho . btw , cuti sem kalini 3 weeks only and it's kinda sad tho sebab tak puas la wei cuti sat ja tapi ok laa tu dari seminggu kan :') em balik ni aku mmg planned already to download lots of kdrama that i haven't watched , ofc laa weighlifting fairy kim bok joo , strong woman do bong soon and goblin included sekali heheheh and now tengah download first episode of strong woman do bong soon . since it'll take time , so aku rasa i'll download 2 or 3 episodes per day . sempat kan wei ? em harap harap sempat laa . and and , aku nk download movie gak heheeh k ah tu ja kot . annyeong

assalamualaikum and salam maghrib y'all . finally semester 2 is coming to an end . i seriously can't wait to end this super-hectic semester .  "it's just semester 2 kot , apa yg hecticnya?" just in case you wanna know what is it in this semester , let me list it down for you :

Listening & Speaking 2
- Impromptu speech 1 & 2 which require us to use our speaking skills
- Forum discussion which we need to do it like y'know , talk show
- Role-play , as the name is i'm sure you guys know what it was
- and yeah , we don't have final paper for this subject

Grammar 2
- for this subject , we don't have any presentation this sem but srsly , the topics was damn hard
- unfortunately , this subject has final paper

Principles & Practices in Language Teaching
- ok subject ni memang subject yg paling aku tak suka sebab banyak gila presentation
- Lesson Plan , so yeah as a not-so-called teacher to be mesti laa benda alah ni kena ada for every class and srs cakap it was damnnn man
- no final paper

Bahasa Arab Asas
- as the name goes , it's just Arab punya basic . i'm glad that i've learned Arab back then in school
- we don't have final paper , just midterm paper but we still have final project which is we need to do a performance whether dikir barat , kalam jamaie or sketsa . we'll do kalam jamaie for sure y'all

Pengajian Islam
- yeah , this subject is a bit light compared to other subject
- only a presentation and an assignment

Reading & Writing
- Presentation
- compared to last sem , this sem was kinda difficult because of our lecturer -,- she rarely teach us , she usually just give homework to us which we for sure almost all the time didn't finish it
- oh and also , we had another one assignment which we had to submit next week .

Sports Science
- ok , subject ni lagi laa . dah laa kami start belajaq a month late pastu dia ajaq laju gila pulak tu . faham tu mmg laa tapi lect ni suka cancel kelas . he himself told us that he don't wanna teach us this subject . well , he's Head of Discipline kot ofc laa busy kan dengan segala meeting mak nenek semua tu .
- we have final paper and it supposed to be today but idek why did he cancelled it . srsly , it would be better if he just do the final today and not postponed it to the other day .

see , how many things we had to endure this semester ? for those who said that TESL wasn't that hard , you better be in our shoes to feel what we felt . anyway , i'm glad that most of them are already done except for the R&W assignment and also for Arab performance this coming friday . tbh , for the performance we still haven't prepared anything ; not even a script ;-; so idk how are we going to perform later . let's just hope that everything's gonna be fine :)

so assalamualaikum chuols ok di tengah hari yg damai ini dan juga disebabkan perut saya yg kosong ini sudah terisi , maka saya terpanggil untuk berkongsi kisah saya dengan kalian semua berkenaan tajuk diatas lah hahahaha lol baku gila bahasa xD okk srs srs , so ceritanya begini *tngok langit sambil main dagu* at first , this event was supposed to be with Diana Amir as a guest and aku mmg excited gila ah nak join time tu ; siap ajak min lagi jadi ajk haa sebab event ni under Exco Dakwah & Kebajikan and it was a great opportunity for us since we both are members of Biro Surau so kami pun join laa as ajk makanan pastu terus senyap . aku dgn min pun ingat tak jadi tau event ni sebab project manager (PM) tu tak update apa apa pun kat kami and kami pun act takdak lah berharap sangat en tapi kalau betoi laa jadi bagoih laa kan hahaha lepastu dalam bulan lepas kot kalau tak silap PM tu add kami masuk grp ws "AJK FYNN JAMAL" pastu aku dgn min terkejut ah sebab bukan diana amir en but still excited gak ah fynn jamal kot haa haha and guess what rupanya PM appoint aku as a secretary for this event . i was damn shocked and wasn't ready at all that time . pastu aku mcm meratapi nasib ah sebab first tu i thought i had to do lots of work but then rupanya all i have to do is prepares invitation letter to management and PM dah pun siapkan sample ; aku cuma kena edit sikit pastu emelkan balik letter tu kat dia . as easy as that kan ? but then , i had to remake the letter again according to new format which is bit complicated and confusing and alhamdulillah i made it already all by myself . cuma tulaa my task was quite easy and i got to experience how a secretary works ; which is actually way more harder than what i did . sepatutnya paperwork semua tu secretary yg kena prepare tapi foryunately all of that PM sendiri yg settlekan . katanya takmau susahkan aku sebab dia main letak ikut suka ja haritu untuk bagi syarat kat paperwork tu haa and katanya lagi nak tambah experience gittew . betoi laa tu , mmg banyak experience aku dapat handle event ni since it was my first event kan . and i'm hoping that i can join this kind of event again in the future . even letih tapi worth it . ok tu ja laa nak share .

  eh wait , HWARANG DAH HABISSS *ugly sobbing* takleh dah tngok oppa sayee huhu but i'm hoping in the next drama , he won't die and no kissing scene pls mr PD-nim HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA okbai.

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